Bye guys and gals.

[Derek]

I had a great time on here,

I think I'm done trying to make friends with real people.

It's back to world of war craft and my nerdie persona.

Thank you to everyone for being cool.


These are the last few post's I will be doing. And I want to express my Gratitude and Special thanks to 2 people who don't see me as some kind of strange dude who posts a lot or some kind of wacko who hired his mother and father who couldn't find real friends. to go on comps with.

I will still go to eagle after eagle I'm going to sell all my smoker gear and go back to my nerdy ways, I thought I finally can become a real man this way and get friends and a wife, but ain't gunna happen.


Thank you Rich.
&
Thank you very much Jerry.


Bye everyone....

[Shane Holz]

What? What are you talking about? Sell all your gear? What's wrong Derek? You don't seem like the type to give up that easily.......

[jim]

Say it ain't so Derek! War Craft and bbq go hand and hand... A bunch of guys hanging out for hours trying to outdo each other, and make fun of each other in the process. The ways I sees it, we are just the nerds you were searching for.

[Derek]

Sorry guys,

Needless to say I was a little drunk & and Im majorly depressed, I haven't played WOW in 2 years and I hope to keep that way, I know it's a long time to make friends and not over night. I really don't want to go back to the nerd I was. I hated it. I got stares from everyone that said go back to your unlit computer room.

Stay there, Now I'm getting Sexy woman to chat with me in the food isles ( happened 4 times all ready, That it feels weird since I'ce been so sheltered all these years.

By the way gang I hate the computer except for the blog stuff that Rich turned me on too.

so if I can get a fresh start with you guys, and gakls I promise I will not be flaky again.

[Rich Parker]

I don't think anybody with depression should be drinking. Not a good mix!

[Derek]

I don't think anybody with depression should be drinking. Not a good mix!Thank you Rich,

I didn't know I got drunk last night thought. I had 3 caps full of KNOBS creek and boom I was feeling good, then sad.

Werid I can't hold my alcohol though.

[Rich Parker]

Not cool man....not cool!

[Derek]

I'm hoping Mike, Scott can delete this thread for me and I hope to apologize to everyone and hopefuly they accept my apologiy,

I'm not touching that stuff again...

[sfisch]

Derek,
I told you before, we are family, dysfunctional at times but always family. Stay out of whatever you were into last night.

Scott

[Derek]

Derek,
I told you before, we are family, dysfunctional at times but always family. Stay out of whatever you were into last night.

ScottWill do from now on. I didn't like what I was feeling last night.

Thanks

[Derek]

What? What are you talking about? Sell all your gear? What's wrong Derek? You don't seem like the type to give up that easily.......I'm not Shane,

And don't worry, bro.

I'm going to stick it out. and One day you guys and gals will say arnt you glad you did?

I just get frustrated to the point everyone once in a while I drink and get depressed.

And I hope to see you at Silverlake as well.